The continuing story of Mary, the dehumanization and brutality of the pornography industry part #5

I love her completely. Without reservation and unconditionally. So begins my road to complete and utter heartbreak. The moon and stars shine brightly and the traffic whooshes by on the I-15 as I urinate in the brisk desert night, diverting my attention.  Zipping my fly, I catch my penis in the zipper cursing under my breath at the sudden burst of pain. I have left my night job in  Los Angeles without hesitation or after thought.  Mary hysterically crying, informs me that an internet  webcam (customer) pervert has called her a whore,  is  stalking her and will kill her tonight. She also sobs, “The doctor I was dating before you is trying to murder me. He put a Barbie Doll with black hair and a knife in it under my bed when I was out. “ I try to calm Mary however no words will sooth or alleviate her concern. Wondering, “Is she delusional?” But also knowing that her infamy has attracted stalkers in the past, I’m in a state of despair as well. I only wish to save Mary from this life of  horror. This is my mission. I remember the soldiers Code of Conduct (article 1) from  my military service, second stanza  I am prepared to give my life in their defense. I am also reminded of John 15:13   Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
to be continued…http://gerilewis.wordpress.com/2011/12/01/thethe-continuing-story-of-mary-and-i-the-dehumanization-and-brutality-of-the-pornography-industry-part-6/

 

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The continuing tale of “Mary”, the brutality and dehuminization of the pornography industry. part # 4

The extent of damage that has been inflicted on Mary is also of a physical nature. Mary has had several breast augmentations and the warranty has expired on the implants, her breasts are deformed, solidified, a possible  cancer risk or other health hazard as the implants can leak or burst. She was forced in the past to have these augmentations in order to work in the industry. Mary also was coerced to receive steroid injections directly into  her vaginal area or clitoris, enlarging her clitoris abnormally. She revealed to me that her ex-husband had been the source of the coercion, scheming on ways to make Mary more desirable to consumers of pornography. Mary also was introduced to Clenbutal in order for her to remain at a contracted weight. Mary ingests a deadly concoction of Valium, alcohol and Clenbutal or other methamphetamine to keep working an exhaustive schedule of internet pornography, strip bars and internet prostitution, often until the results are complete exhaustion., seclusion and hospitalization.

Mary often expressed her fear of  cancer or related diseases from her long time ingestion of steroids yet her indoctrination in pornography and subsequent psychological acceptance of this treatment and behavior leads her to want larger breasts. I often explain to Mary, that she is beautiful without the augmentations, without Botox or other superficial enhancements. However her self-esteem is so low and the indoctrination of what is required to be desirable so complete, she rejects this opinion, stating, “I need big breasts, it is who I am. It makes me feel good.”   Please click the links to read the beginning of this sad but necessary blog. To be continued…

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